Thursday, July 25, 2013

Day 187: A Father's Jealousy

Should be Day 205.

After I found out my wife was pregnant, I told her I wanted it to be a girl, an innocent sweet carbon copy of her mother.  It turned out to be a boy, and another boy after that, and a third lad after him. I loved my sons dearly, but I still wanted that little girl.  When I finally did get her, I was determined not to let anyone or anything hurt her.  A foolish promise, I know, but I had to try.

When Dennis first came over to the house, I couldn't figure what Julia saw in him.  His phone was out half the time I was talking to him, he slouched, he didn't use proper English, and he had a cocky attitude.  Certainly not the type of man I had intended for my daughter.  Julia didn't care about any of that.

It was easy to keep them from seeing each other the first time.  I told Julia we had a family evening all planned out, and she simply couldn't go on a date.  She was peeved, but she came along.  The next time he called the house, I conveniently forgot to relay the message that he had called to give.  Julia sensed that I didn't like Dennis, and she started to side more with Dennis and hate me.  She stopped talking to me at dinner and wouldn't watch our favorite TV show together.  I couldn't force her to stay inside on the weekends, but I voiced my low opinion of Dennis.  Bitter words were exchanged.  She seemed to have an answer for everything wrong I had to say about him.  I could see that it was tearing our relationship apart.  Not allowing Julia to get hurt by that buffoon of a boyfriend was an acceptable trade, had my plans worked.  At the end of it all, Julia left a week after her eighteenth birthday to live with Dennis, leaving my pride and I to ourselves.  I don't regret what I said or did.  Dennis' irresponsibility will catch up to them, and then they'll be sorry.  I'll open my arms wide for her when she comes.

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