Thursday, March 14, 2013

Day 72: Inside a Bubble

This is just some random thing I thought of last minute to post.  I'm not sure what it's exactly describing.  Someone actually living in a bubble?  A nonbeliever?  Someone caught in a bad habit? Let me know your thoughts/ reactions.

I can see the world, but no one can touch me.  I can see everything crystal clear, but I can never feel it in my clutches.  I can hear noises all around me but no one can hear me cry.  I feel so alone.  No one understands me.  I'll never be able to run like all the other people can.  I try to go one way but I get bumped right back to where I begin.  I am stuck in this rut, this endless thought process of knowing I am doing the wrong thing but not knowing how to change.  Is this what a person living inside a bubble feels like?  They live but are not actually living.  They only think they are.  And here I am. Why can't I toss out this pride?  Why can't I just..believe?  But something's holding me back.  Something indescribable.  Perhaps it's fear or stubbornness.  Maybe I'll try again another day.

2 comments:

  1. Sounds most like a person stuck in some bad habit.

    I initially thought it could be a person suffering from depression, too. When depressed, people tend to be more introspective and more likely to blame even small failures on themselves. (Eh. Well I tend to relate a lot of things to that for some reason. =P)

    Could be the thought process of someone who is struggling with an addiction, too.


    This quote came to mind just now re-reading the last sentence:
    "Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes it's the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, 'I will try again tomorrow...'"

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    1. Yeah, I agree with you, either a bad habit or about depression.

      Oh, I like that quote!! :D

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