Sunday, September 1, 2013

Day 236: Overcoming Fears

Should be Day 243.



When Dave asked why he wasn’t inventing, Simon would shrug and respond, “I don’t feel like it right now.  I have other priorities.”

Dave knew there was something more to the story, but he couldn’t get it out of the chipmunk.  The next time Jeanette came over to study, Dave took her aside.

“Has Simon mentioned any experiments that he’s working on lately?”

“Come to think of it, no, I haven’t.”

“That’s what I feared.  I think Simon is avoiding working on any inventions because of the accident.  I don’t suppose you could talk to him, could you?  I think he would listen to you.”

“I’m not sure how much better I would be, but I’ll give it a try.”

“Thanks, Jeanette,” Dave smiled.

“Where did you go?” Simon asked her once she had sat back down at the dining room table.

“I-uh, went to call Miss Miller about something.”

“I see,” and he returned to reading.

Jeanette nibbled on her fingernail as she tried to think of a tactful way to bring this topic up.  After a minute she started, “I haven’t heard you mention any experiments recently.  Do you have any new ideas?”

“Oh,” he blushed, “I’ve actually decided to take a break from inventing for a while.”

“How come?  You’re so talented!”

“I wouldn’t go far as to say that.”

Jeanette touched his arm.  “Simon, you’ve won the science fair three years in a row, and your inventions are a great success.  Look at the sock sorter you invented for Dave.”

“Yes, but that was before…this.” He looked down at the wheelchair.  “It’s just…what if I make another mistake and make myself worse?  Living in this wheelchair is bad enough, not able to do all the things I used to do.  My life has changed enough already.  I don’t want it any worse.”

“I can understand that.  But, you can’t let your fears get in the way of what you love to do.”

Simon was about to argue that he was not scared but knew it was no use trying to cover it up from Jeanette.  She was too smart.
 
He took a deep breath.  “Alright, I guess I can give it another try.  Only, would you mind helping me for the first few days, just until I can invent on my own again?”

Jeanette squeezed his hand.  “I’d love to.”

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